Deth is being a doll and helping me expound on my thought from TESFest. ๐ So the following is an interview between me and Deth about playing with Brandon. If you have questions about anything mail me and I’ll see about getting them answered! ๐
<Deth> so what was it like to play with brandon?
<Deth> haha
<Deth> i’m a very serious kinda person ๐
<Kimi> it was very cool actually. i’ve only ever really played with one other person i wasn’t intimate with and that one didn’t go as well as i wanted….but brandon asked me bunches of questions and listened to some of the things I said about what i would like before we played
<Kimi> he dressed up really nice that night ๐ he looked very handsome
<Deth> *Nods* cool ๐
<Deth> what did he wear?
<Kimi> btw…this is a much better way for me to talk about the event
<Kimi> he had black jeans on and a black men’s shirt
<Deth> nice ๐
<Deth> i’m sure he looked very good in that
<Kimi> :nods: i had some things i had to do before we played so he played with Adam until I was available
<Deth> *nods* what kind of play did you guys do?
<Kimi> knives. ๐ :big grin: he had a few floggers…apparently one was Adam’s favorite. his fists and his hands…so punching and slapping on my back.
<Kimi> since my foot was hurt i layed down on a table with my shirt off on my stomach
<Deth> that would have been very interesting to see ๐
<Kimi> they were very sweet about helping me get on the table. i’m not use to others……
<Kimi> not sure the word….
<Deth> being sweet? considerate?
<Kimi> treating me with such reverence?? not sure that’s the right word
<Deth> ahh
<Deth> it seems to fit the situation ๐
<Kimi> i dont mean to say that Flagg or other people haven’t treated me with good manners…
<Kimi> this was just…it’s like when a guy opens a door for you?
<Kimi> Adam offered to help me get onto the table
<Kimi> and i was like “um..I can do it…but thanks?” in a confused kinda way ๐
<Kimi> i did let him help me off the table
<Kimi> and he got my things for me from below the table.
<Kimi> that’s what i liked most about Adam. How well he did his job
<Kimi> I admired that
<Deth> *nods*
<Deth> they seem to be very gentlemanly
<Kimi> :nods: i get the impression that’s part of the training in their circle.
<Kimi> we haven’t talked much about that yet
<Kimi> but needless to say i really enjoyed the scene….
<Kimi> i got ahead of myself a bit though
<Deth> hehe
<Kimi> i was so into the sensual play that i got very comfortable with brandon…a good thing…
<Deth> *nods*
<Kimi> which made me tell him he could hit a little harder if he wanted…
<Kimi> and it’s not that he did anything wrong (i did tell him he could hit harder) but it was one of those things where you are like “what was on my mind” during it…
<Kimi> you know?
<Kimi> you wanted it at the time and it seemed like a good idea but you weren’t REALLY ready for it?
<Deth> *nods*
<Deth> yea
<Kimi> i really want to stress (since this is going up and brandon will probably read it….)
<Kimi> that he didn’t do anything wrong…i just hadn’t ramped up for the harder stuff when i asked for it
<Deth> *nods*
<Kimi> i LOVED the punching and the knives and the floggers ๐
<Deth> hehe
<Deth> i can tell ๐
<Deth> what did he do with the knives?
<Kimi> the hand “slapping” on my back like spanking was a little harder ๐
<Kimi> ran them over my back…he even put it to my neck if i remember right…i know he did grab my hair and pull my head back ๐
<Deth> nice ๐
<Deth> sounds like a good time was had by all
<Kimi> :nods: it made me crave sensual play more. ๐
<Kimi> i’ve really only did sensual play with Tat…
<Kimi> Daddy enjoys harder play and i’m good with that but sensual play is like getting a massage
<Kimi> it’s decadent and relaxing and makes you smile
<Deth> ๐
<Deth> sounds fun; no wonder you enjoy it ๐
<Kimi> the weird thing is even when tat and i did the needles on video…it hurt (most sensual play i’ve done doesn’t) but it was still very sensual
<Deth> yes, i’ve noticed that
<Deth> it looked very…hmm. decadent, i suppose is a good word for it
<Kimi> i think it’s because she takes so much time and i remember her hands on me… ๐
<Kimi> :sigh: but anyway…LOL
<Deth> *nods*
<Kimi> got any other questions? ๐
<Deth> hmmm. not at the moment ๐
<Deth> although i do wonder
<Kimi> yes?
<Deth> was it at all strange being with someone transgendered?
<Kimi> you know…brandon keeps saying that i’m “intrigued” and that’s why i want to be with them…..
<Kimi> but it’s really not like that…i mean i DO realize they are different when i talk to them and when i’m with them….
<Kimi> but ….
<Kimi> their personality take over so much of my attention that i seem to gloss over the transgender part
<Kimi> the scene was no different then playing with anyone else, boy or girl except for what he did
<Kimi> it’s hard not to be aware of their changes when we flirt about sex…
<Deth> *nods*
<Kimi> because i’ve never seen anyone who is changing their gender
<Kimi> but that isn’t WHY i want to play with them
<Deth> i can understand that