Yesterday was half dissapointment, half feeling really good.
We got Tat out of the house and off to work. She stayed over because of a dentist appt yesterday morning. She was pretty sick and slept most of the time while I tried hard not to bang my head against the computer trying to figure out a piece of software I was working with. Daddy had gone off to see Flagg in the hospital and both of us agree that Daddy was having a pissy day though he didn’t see it that way.
Anyway, yesterday…got to go back to sleep for about 2 hours before getting back up. Something I’d ordered that I thought would be able to help me on the weightloss program came but I guess we need to do more research on it because it’s possible it’ll be bad for me. I just keep wanting a get weight loss quick thing and it’s just really not possible. You really do have to do it the hard way. Lots of exercise, lots of protein, no fast food unless it’s a salad, lots and lots and lots of hard work. The good news is everytime I watch “Made” or see a video that I really like I get an extra boost of motivation. The bad news is, I don’t have a constant reminder and the headaches and stress make it hard to push through.
But the measurement chart cheered me up some. I could see that I’d been accomplishing something so that made me happy. Then…another blow came.
I had a spontaneous reboot. When my machine came back…one of the drives I have was completely blank. Nada, nothing, zip. If I had to loose a drive, that one was probably the least damaging to work, importance, etc…but it really bit. Every mp3 we own, every Angelina Joli picture, background, and icon I had. All the Riddick pictures (though few), every episode of a TV show I’d gotten but hadn’t gotten to watch, audio books, etc…GONE. :sigh:
Honestly, I can get the Angelina pictures back. I can find the Riddick stuff again. I can go track down all the tv shows and luckily all the mp3’s I REALLY cared about had been transfered to my Dell Mini. Daddy even told me a few days ago about Napster and their 15 dollar a month offer to every song you’ve EVER wanted for life. I just hadn’t really planned on doing it. Guess it’s best.
So that was a blow. I felt sick the rest of the day with a headache but I ate the protein I was suppose to and headed off to class anyway. I managed to get Sensei’s undivided attention who was going to watch me through the workout (oh joy). He said he didn’t think I was working out at home…I told him I was and that he could ask Daddy. He said you don’t work out in here…I said, yes I do Sensei. Then he tells me he’s gonna watch me during the excersise. Nothing like adding a bit of stress when you think you can’t really do it. Seemed to kick me in the ass and I rocked through my exercises. I even did about 10 good pushups (which for me at the moment is good). The rest of the class was easy and I went home in a really good mood.
Today’s going pretty well so far. I have to make myself do my workout even though Tat and I are going dancing tonight. The bad news is I’m still woefully unable to wear the cool cloths in my closet…the good news is I’m getting there. So it’s another night of going seriously casual with awesome makeup. LOL 
Flagg’s out of the hospital today and Daddy was a good friend and went to get him. When he gets back I’m probably hopping a train out to Tat’s and we’ll go to the club later. Tomorrow she’s bringing me home and I think we are going to visit Flagg at his place. That’s all I know.
P>S> Again, if you come in the chat room and I miss you (we’ve had tons of new people I keep missing) I hope you come back and try again. Eventually you’ll catch me.