I’m doing better today. Right now I’m so nervous about my reading at 7 that I think it’s not letting me have any time to freak out about meds or whatever. This will be my first in person reading and I’m hoping it goes well. Daddy’s Mom is all worried about me being alone with this guy but we will be at Starbucks so it’s not exactly alone. I’m not worried about walking the block or two to the meeting afterwards. I don’t think it’s cockyness…I think it’s just the self-assurance I need to make sure I CAN protect myself if needed.
I got a call earlier today from the Dr about making my appt on Thursday. I’m glad they called cause it looks like I have to be there at 8am not 8:45. Ug…it’s gonna be an early morning. 
Hopefully there’ll be a nap later on in the day before karate.
You’ll notice on the side that there is a picture of a man with James Gandolfini. That’s my Sensei. Yesterday they were filming down the street from the karate school. Sensei’s son has been on the show several times and also works with some of the props and stuff for the show. I was going to go down there myself but by the time we got the car parked Sensei was back from saying hello. He may come and take lessons from Sensei sometime and I hope that I get asked to come along to help. Sensei said he’d take a picture for Daddy’s Mom for James to sign but I know he’s a busy guy…they both are. I passed by them today on the way to McDonald’s. <spoiler> They were taping at a funeral home.</spoiler>
Alright I’m off in a few to head into the city. I’ll let you know how the meeting at TES with Flagg goes and how the reading went when I come back. Watch ANTM for me…I’m taping it.
Btw…I added the donations page since alot of you kept asking me about it.