I’ll be so glad when the meds fully kick in. I had a really hard night with nightmares and my gremlin pitching in. As was so aptly told to me this morning “Your gremlin is throwing a party. Your the neighbor downstairs while they blare the loud music.” It made me laugh. I really needed that. I can’t say thank you enough.
This song says alot about how I felt this morning. Not feeling quite so bad now. The only thing that doesn’t ring true in the lyrics is how it implies that how I feel is because of someone else. So “me be you” doesn’t apply. I don’t know what I’d rather be…but that isn’t why the song resonated with me.
Hoobastank
“Better”
I realized that I don’t know what better was
Is it………
Better than I used to be?
Better for you or for me?
I’d better hurry cause I need a better view of things
I don’t know what it is or what I might be coming down with
Don’t know where I’ve been
Don’t know where to go
Can’t remember all the things that I need to know
All I know is that if I think about it
I’d still rather be me than me be you
And I’m not getting any better
Cause everytime I can’t remember what it’s for
Is it………
Better now than yesterday?
Better that I am this way?
I’d better not be so afraid
I bet I shouldn’t say
I don’t know what it is or what I might be coming down with
Don’t know where I’ve been
Don’t know where to go
Can’t remember all the things that I need to know
All I know is that if I think about it
I’d still rather be me than me be you
I don’t know what it is or what I might be coming down with
I don’t know what it is or what I might be coming down with
Don’t know where I’ve been
Don’t know where to go
Can’t remember all the things that I need to know
All I know is that if I think about it
I’d still rather be me than me be you
Me be you