I was feeling annoyed earlier and then the phone rang. It’s been a few months since I got that zinger of a feeling in the pit of my stomach seeing the name on my phone. God I love that rush! LOL
I spent a little over an hour on the phone with her. I had hoped she’d call but nothing was planned until tomorrow night. Besides blushing profusely a few times, I got to be there to listen like I’d offered. I was glad that she felt like she could trust me. I didn’t flirt and tease much but I think that’s ok. Tonight wasn’t the night for that.
I’ve piqued her interest and I have to resist the urge to gush over her writing and the way she thinks. Have to prevent myself from telling her exactly what I’ve already thought about her doing to me. Usually I can get away with making a small comment and being pushed into admitting it. Somehow I don’t think she’s the kind to do that. Sok…I need to get over that habit anyway. Be more bold…be a little more confident…be a bit more sure of myself. Trust that the interest is real and I won’t be rejected.
I know it’ll be on her mind wondering if she’s going to have to worry about me falling for her. Honestly, how can you not fall for someone like her? But that’s another thing I need to learn. Not to rush. Learn to enjoy the now. Be happy with what I have and what I get. Don’t be so eager to end the chase. After all…the chase is half the fun.