I know it’s been a while since I wrote or even twittered for that matter. You know me well enough (or you should) by now to know when I’m not writing I’m probably really busy or stressed. I’ve been pretty stressed the last few…I don’t know…since I wrote last.
Things with my family have been very stressful. Things with my own personal growth has been stressful cause I feel like I did a back loop back into depression and lack of self-confidence and willpower. Things have been stressful with loved ones.
I’ve been trying to pull myself back up by the bootstraps and get back to where I was. Making definite decisions about how I want my life to be. Sticking to your guns isn’t always easy. But I’m working on it.
Some of my goals have slipped. I haven’t written in ages. My podcasts are seriously way behind. I haven’t worked out at all like I wanted to. LPN is here and I’ve managed to only loose about 2lbs in time for it. The only place I feel like I’m making any headway is maybe in my relationships but even that feels very rocky.
I KNOW where I want all these things to go. Getting them there seems to be the hard part.
Getting away from me for a moment we’ll talk about people I’m proud of. I’m really proud of Daddy for working his guts out on his goals. I’m really proud of Tat for deciding what she wants and going after it. I’m proud of my Dad for continuing to have the determination to work through his problems. I’m proud of my Mom for holding in there and being strong. I’m proud of Flagg for keeping his faith up and working through his setbacks to get himself back to where he wants to be. I’m proud of Lexi for sticking to her guns and going after what she wants no matter how hard it is. And I’m proud of Brandon for continuing to work his ass off no matter how hard things are and proving that he can make it on his own. ๐ I’d list all his accomplishments but I’m not sure if he’d be ok with that, so maybe I’ll get him to write a journal and I’ll just link to it. ๐
Now it’s time to work on being proud of me. When I do it…I’ll let you know. ๐