Hey! Well, if you are reading this…I’m glad you came back to the site. ๐ I’ve gotten a lot of really nice calls and emails in the last few days. I appreciate them all. I’ve been asked all kinds of questions and to sum it up..
1)no i don’t regret what I did because it was a good learning experience, the feelings I felt were real, I think it needed to happen in order to be in the place I currently am now and on the road to being a better person.
2) the fact that i was given whatever chance this one happens to fall on, it is not lost on me and i am glad that it’s being given to me because i believe everyone can change and grow and that’s why i tend to give chances to.
3)yes I am aware that eventually chances run out and it’s my intention to never have to repeat the experience of letting my fear rule me into making bad choices when it’s much more likely that if I do it right to begin with I have a better chance at what i’m working for.
4) yes i’m aware that if i go out in public, especially to give the meeting on service on Sept 16th i may be challenged and/or criticized and as per the advice i was given by a friend, i am not going to continue to walk on eggshells…but let that girl go and being to be the new and improved me (with downy soft freshness). should it happen…i will have an answer
5) no i am not going to name names because to me it would feel as if I blamed that person for my lies and i don’t. this is about what “I” did. if you wish to know they were involved i’m sure either someone who knows is already planning on telling you or they will write their own blog.
I’m sure there are more but I’ve been up all night trying to get a project done which sadly I was not able to finish. It will be done when I return from DragonCon. There’s interesting stuff to read on Tale Chasing and I released a teaser for Guardians on the site.
Any pictures, posts, or recordings will likely go on Tale Chasing as my purpose in going involves mostly my writing and podcasting. So check there for cool stuff about my trip! Now…I finish getting stuff ready so I can go sleep on the plane. *smiles*