Deth is being a doll and helping me expound on my thought from TESFest. š So the following is an interview between me and Deth about playing with Brandon. If you have questions about anything mail me and Iāll see about getting them answered! š
so what was it like to play with brandon?
haha
iām a very serious kinda person š
it was very cool actually. iāve only ever really played with one other person i wasnāt intimate with and that one didnāt go as well as i wantedā¦.but brandon asked me bunches of questions and listened to some of the things I said about what i would like before we played
he dressed up really nice that night š he looked very handsome
*Nods* cool š
what did he wear?
btwā¦this is a much better way for me to talk about the event
he had black jeans on and a black menās shirt
nice š
iām sure he looked very good in that
:nods: i had some things i had to do before we played so he played with Adam until I was available
*nods* what kind of play did you guys do?
knives. š :big grin: he had a few floggersā¦apparently one was Adamās favorite. his fists and his handsā¦so punching and slapping on my back.
since my foot was hurt i layed down on a table with my shirt off on my stomach
that would have been very interesting to see š
they were very sweet about helping me get on the table. iām not use to othersā¦ā¦
not sure the wordā¦.
being sweet? considerate?
treating me with such reverence?? not sure thatās the right word
ahh
it seems to fit the situation š
i dont mean to say that Flagg or other people havenāt treated me with good mannersā¦
this was justā¦itās like when a guy opens a door for you?
Adam offered to help me get onto the table
and i was like āum..I can do itā¦but thanks?ā in a confused kinda way š
i did let him help me off the table
and he got my things for me from below the table.
thatās what i liked most about Adam. How well he did his job
I admired that
*nods*
they seem to be very gentlemanly
:nods: i get the impression thatās part of the training in their circle.
we havenāt talked much about that yet
but needless to say i really enjoyed the sceneā¦.
i got ahead of myself a bit though
hehe
i was so into the sensual play that i got very comfortable with brandonā¦a good thingā¦
*nods*
which made me tell him he could hit a little harder if he wantedā¦
and itās not that he did anything wrong (i did tell him he could hit harder) but it was one of those things where you are like āwhat was on my mindā during itā¦
you know?
you wanted it at the time and it seemed like a good idea but you werenāt REALLY ready for it?
*nods*
yea
i really want to stress (since this is going up and brandon will probably read itā¦.)
that he didnāt do anything wrongā¦i just hadnāt ramped up for the harder stuff when i asked for it
*nods*
i LOVED the punching and the knives and the floggers š
hehe
i can tell š
what did he do with the knives?
the hand āslappingā on my back like spanking was a little harder š
ran them over my backā¦he even put it to my neck if i remember rightā¦i know he did grab my hair and pull my head back š
nice š
sounds like a good time was had by all
:nods: it made me crave sensual play more. š
iāve really only did sensual play with Tatā¦
Daddy enjoys harder play and iām good with that but sensual play is like getting a massage
itās decadent and relaxing and makes you smile
š
sounds fun; no wonder you enjoy it š
the weird thing is even when tat and i did the needles on videoā¦it hurt (most sensual play iāve done doesnāt) but it was still very sensual
yes, iāve noticed that
it looked veryā¦hmm. decadent, i suppose is a good word for it
i think itās because she takes so much time and i remember her hands on me⦠š
:sigh: but anywayā¦LOL
*nods*
got any other questions? š
hmmm. not at the moment š
although i do wonder
yes?
was it at all strange being with someone transgendered?
you knowā¦brandon keeps saying that iām āintriguedā and thatās why i want to be with themā¦..
but itās really not like thatā¦i mean i DO realize they are different when i talk to them and when iām with themā¦.
but ā¦.
their personality take over so much of my attention that i seem to gloss over the transgender part
the scene was no different then playing with anyone else, boy or girl except for what he did
itās hard not to be aware of their changes when we flirt about sexā¦
*nods*
because iāve never seen anyone who is changing their gender
but that isnāt WHY i want to play with them
i can understand that