UG

I’ll be so glad when the meds fully kick in. I had a really hard night with nightmares and my gremlin pitching in. As was so aptly told to me this morning “Your gremlin is throwing a party. Your the neighbor downstairs while they blare the loud music.” It made me laugh. I really needed that. I can’t say thank you enough.

This song says alot about how I felt this morning. Not feeling quite so bad now. The only thing that doesn’t ring true in the lyrics is how it implies that how I feel is because of someone else. So “me be you” doesn’t apply. I don’t know what I’d rather be…but that isn’t why the song resonated with me.

Hoobastank

“Better”

I realized that I don’t know what better was

Is it………

Better than I used to be?

Better for you or for me?

I’d better hurry cause I need a better view of things

I don’t know what it is or what I might be coming down with

Don’t know where I’ve been

Don’t know where to go

Can’t remember all the things that I need to know

All I know is that if I think about it

I’d still rather be me than me be you

And I’m not getting any better

Cause everytime I can’t remember what it’s for

Is it………

Better now than yesterday?

Better that I am this way?

I’d better not be so afraid

I bet I shouldn’t say

I don’t know what it is or what I might be coming down with

Don’t know where I’ve been

Don’t know where to go

Can’t remember all the things that I need to know

All I know is that if I think about it

I’d still rather be me than me be you

I don’t know what it is or what I might be coming down with

I don’t know what it is or what I might be coming down with

Don’t know where I’ve been

Don’t know where to go

Can’t remember all the things that I need to know

All I know is that if I think about it

I’d still rather be me than me be you

Me be you