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Decent day. I haven’t abandoned you guys. Just been busy. Had a good conversation with Daddy on the nature of priorites and emotions and his ability to “read my mind”. Went well and I’m proud that we could get to a point where we could have a converstation not a pounding of me into the ground cause I was to stupid to shut up. Got to see Unleashed. Really good flick. Jet is hot and amazingly it was more of him being a character actor rather then only him kicking people’s ass. It’ll go on my movies to “own” list. More tomorrow.

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Boo

Not up for a big long blog tonight. I’m bummed. I woke up pissy and it turned into depression. Happened over Atlas Shrugged. Not sure anyone who hasn’t read it would understand what I’d be upset by it. It’s all about living up to your own expectations I guess. I just wonder…if I met John Galt would be understand and help me or be disgusted and walk away.

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Happy Day

Real quick blog cause I gotta head to bed or who knows when he’ll let me sleep. I had a pretty good day today. Upbeat mood, lots of stuff done. Cleaned, read, took a lot of calls, got myself set up on the new psychic site, small nap, workout, and some COH in. I’m pretty happy.

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About Tarot Stuff

I gave a reading to a friend of Tat’s today. I was a little nervous because sometimes I don’t have very much confidence in my talent. But I’m really glad I got to give her a reading. Besides the fact that the reading went really well, later after it, I started thinking and got a lot of really good ideas for what I want to put on my Gifted-Reader site. I’m hoping to make it into a WordPress site with Daddy’s help soon. I want to get started on it to get more clients not associated with Keen.

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Whew…

I forced myself to get off the bed from reading and go work out. Daddy did 10 mins…so could I at least. I did another 15. I did 15 and all my pushups yesterday. I still have my pushups and situps to do but that was going to be a lot easier then the workout. Good motivation for doing it…seeing my image on the cam. From the angle you see it, you can see a double chin and I hate that. Good reason to workout…get rid of it.

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Free offer 🙂

Hi gang. I have no idea who might find this useful so I’ll just put it up here. Here’s a gaming code to get on and play City of Heros for 14 days free plus a free download of the game. You must use it within the next 30 days and in order for me to benefit you’ll have to subscribe for a month. What will I get if you do it? I’ll get a chance to be one of 20 beta testers for City of Villans.

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Off to see Tat

I’m so tired! I was suppose to get this morning to go to an Endocrinologist appt. at 8:45. Only problem was that I had a really hard time getting to sleep last night and ended up staying up until it was time to leave to go. I’ve had about 4 hours of sleep in a row. Ug. We are headed over to have dinner with Tat and her family. We’ll all be back here tomorrow.

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Motivation…

Last night we watched some of the special features on Blade 3 and it renewed my motivation to work out. Jessica Biel looks amazing, as you can see from the picture provided. They said she worked out every day doing 45 mins of cardio, an hour of weights, 2 hours of Karate, and 2 hours of archery. No wonder she looks fanominal. They also said she got to like 12 percent body fat. I would so kick ass in my test if I got to where she did.

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Getting ready for sleep

I just took my last call of the night, I think. I’m so glad I did. I came to double check my mail before bed and saw that I had someone waiting to talk to me. It was one of my regulars and I don’t have many of those as it is. So I decided I’d take her call even though I knew she’d be calling my low price line. She’s a trip to talk to and everytime we talk she tells me that I’m dead on. She never gives me any information until after I’ve given her my insight. It’s always a simple question like “Tell me about this house I want” and we go from there. It just continually shocks me that I can tell her things about how she was feeling and why she did some things to get to where she got and how that will effect future things and I seem to be dead on target. Freaky.

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Doing ok

Hi everyone. I’m over at Tat’s, so that’s why no cool icon. Don’t have one for my particular mood at the moment anyway. ;0 I won’t really have a chance to get to my computer when I get home cause it’s gonna be a busy day so I thought I’d just do a quick note here.

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:sigh:

I just saw Episode 3 of Star Wars. As a movie…I liked it. I thought it was well put together. I liked the graphics. The acting and the script were awesome. But being the hopeless romantic I am…it just broke my heart to watch Anakin become what we knew he must become. I feel like I did when I watched the Karate Kid and realized that I was never going to be able to fall in love with Ralph Macchio because he “had a girlfriend”.

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5. 4. 3. 2. 1.

Not totally sure how to start. I just got done watching ANTM and I’m happy and sad. I was so happy that Naima won. I knew she would from the start. I picked the last two as well. But I was so sad for Kahlen. She kinda won my heart after the “Wrath” episode. This is one of those times that I really really hope that I’m rigth about the fact that some of the girls who don’t win get contacts anyway. She deserves it so much and I think she can get over her minor flaws. So…there’s that.

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Doing better

I’m doing better today. Right now I’m so nervous about my reading at 7 that I think it’s not letting me have any time to freak out about meds or whatever. This will be my first in person reading and I’m hoping it goes well. Daddy’s Mom is all worried about me being alone with this guy but we will be at Starbucks so it’s not exactly alone. I’m not worried about walking the block or two to the meeting afterwards. I don’t think it’s cockyness…I think it’s just the self-assurance I need to make sure I CAN protect myself if needed.

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Blah

Just a quickie. I guess I thought that when I got the prescription for the Welbutrin I’d be set. I guess I thought I’d take it and I’d be peachy and not have mood swings or be depressed but I am. I was depressed over the weekend to the point of getting all weepy. Today I’ve not wanted to do anything but hide and/or sleep. I forced myself to go to karate. I used Daddy’s “dissapointment” as an excuse to make myself go. I wanted so badly to stay home and bury my head in the covers. My head’s been hurting a lot to.

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Look Ma…I can be happy…

Today had some ups and downs but it seemed like it was a little easier to get over and move on. I sometimes don’t like feeling like that because when I look back on it it seems like I went “oh well…deal” and that’s not the proper attitude towards mistakes made. I’m sure it’s not like that but it’s how it feels looking back on it. Does this make sense to anyone but me?

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Off to karate

Got some decent sleep today though I was up and down over the night to get Daddy some things. We are heading off to karate and I’m hoping he’ll get a chance to leave early with the work he’s got to get done. I think as long as his conscious doesn’t get the better of him he’ll be fine.