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Fricken Awesome!!!
So..can you tell I can’t sleep? This 3 to 4 hour at a time sleep pattern is killing me. YUCK!! Daddy’s starting to think I can’t sleep with him if he’s in the bed. It’s totally not true. I’m just getting use to sleeping like 4 hours and then getting up for a bit before I go back to sleep. Shockers of all shockers I didn’t even take a nap yesterday either!
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Life lessons suck…
Sometimes, you realize you were so horribly wrong about something it makes you want to crawl under a rock in shame. I never commented much on what happened to my first try at having a bf/fwb. One day he was here. The next he wasn’t. It was my intention not to mention details or tell my side, or whatever because I didn’t want it to be a he said/she said kinda thing. I didn’t want people I’d been introduced to to think I was trying to start something.
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Back on the tredmill….(eliptical)
As I mentioned the other day I want to get back into working out. There are a few reasons. 1) I want to look better for myself. 2) I want to look better to others. 3) I’d really love to get my navel ring and my dedication tattoo.
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On being selfish
As I sat on the bench yesterday talking to one of the mother’s at karate I happened to notice one of the little boys who I have “adopted”. I do that now and then with particular students. One of them shows such strength, intelligence, sense of humor, and …vulnerability that my heart kind of reaches out to them. I often wonder if that’s the extent of my “mothering instinct” that refuses to be ignored. Nothing in me wants to have my own children. But I can’t help the fact that there are students at school that make me smile when they do well and dissapoint me when they don’t try as hard as I know they should.
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In the zone…
I haven’t spoken in a while about my involvement in the lifestyle or how my submission has been. I didn’t want to include this topic in my last post so I decided to seperate it into another entry.
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Need your help…
Ok…a while back I did a SL scene with someone. It was seriously hot vamp erotica and I saved it cause it was so good. I can’t find it on my drive and I KNOW I sent it to one of you. Does anyone remember what I’m talking about? Do you have it?? Please!!!!
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Ups and downs
I’m so fricken stressed. I figured out why. At least part of it. I haven’t had my Nadolol for a few days. And, that, my friends is not good for the anxiety quotient. There are other stresses. Things better left unsaid.
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New stuff and update
Just a quick note to catch you up. Today I did some work and played some WOW. One of the guys in the guild ran me through this huge dungeon and I made it to lv. 17. Yay!!
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Still alive…
Well last week…I installed Vista on my machine. Ok correction…Daddy installed Vista on my machine. I only gave him …a lot of hell. LOL. I go away to take a call and poof…we’re installing Vista. I knew he was gonna do it. I tried to pretend we weren’t. Only cause I HATE re-installing programs. For instance…WoW. Took me a total of 2 days to do it cause well…one I wasn’t feeling good and I didn’t want to sit and watch it install off 5 disks and then get 8 updates, then another 4 disks and another 3 updates. Damn game. 😛 The good news is though, everything so far is running just fine. 🙂
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Lost but not forgotten
Hey. I know I haven’t written in forever and I haven’t exactly been keeping up with a daily blog. Too many things going on I guess. I’ve been really stressed the last few weeks. Relationships, school, work, health. I’d like to think I’ve been dealing fairly well but I can tell I haven’t totally been doing good cause my service started failing. To many mistakes, things forgotten, priorities lost, focus a little….unfocused. I’d like to think I’m working on getting back on track. Sometimes I feel like that comedian who does the joke about drinking…”and this time….I mean it!”
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Back on WoW
Ok so I’m playing WoW again. Anyone want to play? Anyone want to friggen remind me what Addon’s I need to go back and download?? 😛 HELP!!!! Oh and pick a server and I’ll play with ya.
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Been forever, I know
I know…it’s been forever since I’ve updated. Sorry about that. It’s not that I haven’t had things to say or stuff to tell you about. Anything I can currently think of for why I haven’t written sounds like a whining excuse. Must be that kinda day. 🙂
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Happy 2007
I haven’t forgotten that I haven’t updated much lately. I will post about my weekend and my bringing in the NY tomorrow. Promise. 🙂
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Merry Xmas
Laying in bed is not exactly how I thought I’d be spending my Christmas. I got really sick this morning. Details aren’t necessary. I was up at 8am and dressed by 8:30 getting things together to head to Tat’s house. We were all suppose to go have dinner and open presents with her family today. Daddy was trying to get out of the house to go pick up Wretch for a (hopefully) brief stay with Tat while Flagg spends his Christmas drowning out hospital moans with his new IPod.
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What's the stock on Asprin?
I have had a headache that won’t stop since Wednesday night. I toughed it out through Karate and even actually won a fight! I was so excited about it I ended up pounding the floor and saying emphatically “I was on TOP!” cause to my Sensei…if you are on bottom when the fight ends…you lost. LOL
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Happy Bday to me!
Hey gang! Thank you all for the well wishes on my birthday! 🙂 I really appreciated them all! I got some great things. Underworld: Evolution, Aeon Flux, a book about make up I wanted, the latest Anita Blake book, a brandy new phone (the enV) that I picked out, a smooth looking black Bluetooth headset, some “spa” stuff, some money, 2 pair of leggings, a silver dragon necklace, a teddy bear, some earrings, 2 sets of hair sticks, a ftmpride friendship bracelet, a goth “handcuffs” bracelet, a copy of the latest Evanescence CD, a beautiful framed picture of flowers, and a gift yet to be received from Daddy. 🙂 So…I did pretty damn good. I had sushi for dinner and got to go have a bagel with butter and honey after TES with Daddy and Tat. 🙂
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But first….
So I have a really long adventurous story to tell you but first I want to run a poll. So..answer and then I’ll write it all up. 😛
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*hop hop*
Today has been a really good day. Nothing in particular has been special about it…I’ve just been in a fabulous mood! 😉 Before I sat down to write this I had all these things I intended to write and I guess I’m just really tired cause I can’t remember them anymore. LOL