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What can you say?

It went nowhere fast. It’s ok…I wasn’t expecting to be able to jump into a relationship with anyone at the drop of a hat. Everything I said in the last blog is true…I need to learn how to have a little fun and not form deep deep attachments. She needs to focus on someone that was there first and if there are any reasons to be “rejected” (actually that’s too strong of a word LOL) that one isn’t a bad one.

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It's just begun…

I was feeling annoyed earlier and then the phone rang. It’s been a few months since I got that zinger of a feeling in the pit of my stomach seeing the name on my phone. God I love that rush! LOL

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Stage 1: Success

LOL. Ok this is gonna be short cause I gotta head to bed. I have to get up in the morning and go with Daddy’s Mom to take the truck in cause he broke the seat adjuster. LOL

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Theme: self confidence

Ug…I had so much to say and now that I’m here it’s like….I have no idea. Today’s big even was me helping teach karate. I’m really glad I went. I ended up teaching the full adult class. I’ve said it before…but it’s always so strange being so confident in those situations. Sensei even watched me run two rounds and never took me off the floor or stopped me or anything. So that was actually really boosting for me. 🙂 I guess I just never think that the guys in the novice adult class will respect me. Though several always ask if I’m staying to teach as if they are hoping I’ll stay. Me and my lack of self confidence *rolling eyes*

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Hey

Just a quick post. I’ll write more tomorrow and update you all on stuff that’s going on. I feel a little….weird at the moment….mood wise. I’ll get over it.

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Le Sigh…

It’s one of those bleck days. Nothing bad has happened really. There was a small moment of yuckiness today during work but it is all good now. I took alot of phone calls today and made about 40 bucks which was really good. I’m probably going to set up my money domme page again and see if I can find a few boys willing to spend their cash on me. But I’d be thrilled if I could earn the most of it on the tarot readings.

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Been a good two days…

Yesterday’s photography class with Barbara Nitke went well. Both me and Tat got in for free. She because she is now a board member, and me cause I was the demo bunny. Barbara said she was thrilled that I had come cause she wasn’t sure where she was going to get the models. In the end she had me, another of the board members and a member who beat him for a scene set, and another girl who came with a photographer taking the class.

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Whisper, whisper, whisper

Ok, now I know I’ve been watching to much Red Vs. Blue. And it’s sad that not many of you will get that reference but that I do. See there is this rookie on the blue team who is named Caboose…and he’s not the brightest bulb in the pack. And well…I have alot of Caboose moments. It’s not important….in fact this is probably a Caboose-moment.

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Cloudy day…

Ug…I’m awake and I don’t want to be. How come I have such a hard time sleeping when Daddy isn’t here. I can sleep like the dead when he is…but have him leave the house and I toss and turn.

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Kimi Smiles….

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Realizations…..*long*

So this week has been full of ups and downs. It’s felt like one big roller-coaster ride that I seriously wanted to get off of. You know roller-coasters though…once you are on you have to stay there till the end.