• Day 1…again…

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    “Hello, my name is Kimi and I have been fuck-up free for 0 days.” I may talk about this or similar things in the future so lets lay out some definitions here real quick. Lv 1 – 5 : not really worth mentioning Lv 6 – required a discussion and I’m feeling pretty crappy Lv…

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  • Interesting….: A Tarot Reading for myself

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    I asked the cards whether or not I would be able to overcome my motivational and learning issues. For those of you who like to interpret here’s what I got. I find it interesting I got so many court cards. That to me would signal how much I’ll be changing as I work through these…

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  • Waiting for sleep…

    For someone who’s been sleeping most the day I am so tired. Fact of the matter is that I haven’t really been sleeping all day. I’ve been getting up almost every hour or every “x” amount of minutes to do things or check on Daddy. He had some pretty serious dental work done today and…

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  • Maybe there is hope…

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    I ended up waking up at 5am this morning. Daddy, Tat, and I went to sleep about 3:30. About 5 I woke up and just couldn’t sleep. I knew I was going to end up waking up and tried to start thinking of productive things I could do. I had origionally got up thinking I’d…

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  • Life in the dog house

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    I know I haven’t written in a while. The last few days have been pretty stressful. Seems like I’ve messed up a lot. Some serious discussions, unhappy and stress-filled. Not much I can really share. Not much that really makes much sense when I’m in the middle of the moment. It’s sad and very scary.…

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  • Boo!

    Cam’s back up. Site is back up. T was down for about 2 days so I was without mail, messangers, and coh! The humanity!!! LOL Was nice to catch up on a bit of sleep as well as get to spend a bit of time with Daddy. Time to get back to work. After I…

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  • Sorry I haven’t been writing a bunch lately gang. I don’t even know that it’s because I’ve been busy. I can’t think of that much I’ve been doing that’s out of the ordinary. Things have been ok. Daddy’s gotten a renewed interest in fitness and I’ve been helping him with a diet and schedule. Makes…

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  • *|*

    Sorry it’s been a day or two since I wrote. Been busy and haven’t really had much to share really. It looks like Daddy, Tat and I will be going to DragonCon in Sept. I’m the only one going to be on the webcam panel though. Tat is just coming for the trip and the…

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  • Updated Measurments

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    I updated the Workout Progress Page. Take a look.   1/3/05 6/14/05 Change Body Composition Body Fat 42.41 37.01 -5.4 Weight 169.00 161.00 -8.00 Lean Body Mass 97.33 101.41 4.08 Fat Mass 71.67 59.59 -12.08 Additional Health Indicators Body Mass Index (BMI) 30.86 29.4 -1.46 Waist To Hip Ratio (WHR) .21 .21 .00 Your Metabolism…

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  • :sigh:

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    I’m having a serious case of “lack of motivation” today. I’m calm. I’m dealing well with things. I just have aboslutely not urge to do anything. I was going to sleep a little later…was even given permission to do so. But then he needed to tell me something and it didn’t seem appropriate to go…

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