{"id":3413,"date":"2005-05-14T02:02:28","date_gmt":"2005-05-14T02:02:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kimiko-dreams.com\/items\/date\/2005\/05\/14\/look-mai-can-be-happy\/"},"modified":"2005-05-14T02:02:28","modified_gmt":"2005-05-14T02:02:28","slug":"look-mai-can-be-happy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/2005\/05\/14\/look-mai-can-be-happy\/","title":{"rendered":"Look Ma…I can be happy…"},"content":{"rendered":"
Today had some ups and downs but it seemed like it was a little easier to get over and move on. I sometimes don’t like feeling like that because when I look back on it it seems like I went “oh well…deal” and that’s not the proper attitude towards mistakes made. I’m sure it’s not like that but it’s how it feels looking back on it. Does this make sense to anyone but me?<\/p>\n
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Anyway, I got a lot of compliments on the effort I’ve been making to loose weight. I’ve been showing Sensei and the guys at school my “report card” when I update my measurements. Sensei doesn’t totally believe I’m being honest with them but then again he’s use to kids lying about all sorts of things. What are you going to do? Daddy’s given me a lot of compliments lately while we lay in bed and it’s really helpful on my motivation. He’s told me he’s proud of me and that’s especially helpful when I’m pushing through the last 10 mins of a workout. This is the Kimi I was looking for. The one who doesn’t have to be told to go do X.<\/p>\n
On another front regarding compliments, I got a call from a regular tonight for a reading. She has always been nice about telling me if I’m hitting situations for her or not. She told me that something I told her about her daughter pretty much came true the next day. I don’t know if I’m psychic. I don’t think I am but it’s so cool when I’m right about something. Maybe I’m a good guesser? I don’t know. But it really makes me feel good. <\/p>\n