{"id":3415,"date":"2005-05-16T23:01:25","date_gmt":"2005-05-16T23:01:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kimiko-dreams.com\/items\/date\/2005\/05\/16\/blah-3\/"},"modified":"2005-05-16T23:01:25","modified_gmt":"2005-05-16T23:01:25","slug":"blah-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/2005\/05\/16\/blah-3\/","title":{"rendered":"Blah"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"627450\"Just a quickie. I guess I thought that when I got the prescription for the Welbutrin I’d be set. I guess I thought I’d take it and I’d be peachy and not have mood swings or be depressed but I am. I was depressed over the weekend to the point of getting all weepy. Today I’ve not wanted to do anything but hide and\/or sleep. I forced myself to go to karate. I used Daddy’s “dissapointment” as an excuse to make myself go. I wanted so badly to stay home and bury my head in the covers. My head’s been hurting a lot to.<\/p>\n

I had a good time at Tink’s but the depression was a bummer. I got a headache on Sunday and then felt horribly guilty when I found out that David was going to take me up on my wrestling gauntlet thrown over a year ago. <\/p>\n

Tat has been super sweet to me. We cuddled on one of  Tink’s futons under the most comfy blanket you’ve ever been under in your life. She knew I was all weepy and she was really nice to me and we slept for a while. That was really nice. She is letting me come down Wednesday night and take her car home so I can go to my 8:45am counseling\/med appt on Thursday morning. She’ll be coming here Thursday night and is taking off Friday. We have plans to either go to the beach or Six Flag’s. Tomorrow night I go to my first in person tarot reading. That money will help me be able to go with her on Friday.<\/p>\n

I’m really hoping I come out of the mire cause it’s not been helpful for getting anything done nor has it helped me perform well for Daddy when he’s needed something. Then we are just in this big circle where I feel down, he asks me to do something and I do it poorly or it annoys him, and then I feel worse because I feel like such a loser. Make this stop…please.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Just a quickie. I guess I thought that when I got the prescription for the Welbutrin I’d be set. I guess I thought I’d take it and I’d be peachy and not have mood swings or be depressed but I am. I was depressed over the weekend to the point of getting all weepy. Today […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3,5,6],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3415"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3415"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3415\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3415"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3415"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3415"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}