{"id":3440,"date":"2005-07-03T01:55:31","date_gmt":"2005-07-03T01:55:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kimiko-dreams.com\/items\/date\/2005\/07\/03\/life-in-the-dog-house\/"},"modified":"2005-07-03T01:55:31","modified_gmt":"2005-07-03T01:55:31","slug":"life-in-the-dog-house","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/2005\/07\/03\/life-in-the-dog-house\/","title":{"rendered":"Life in the dog house"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" height=\"100\" alt=\"Begging\" src=\"http:\/\/www.kimiko-dreams.com\/media\/library\/begging_small.jpg\" width=\"100\" align=\"right\" border=\"0\" \/>I know I haven&rsquo;t written in a while. The last few days have been pretty stressful. Seems like I&rsquo;ve messed up a lot. Some serious discussions, unhappy and stress-filled. Not much I can really share. Not much that really makes much sense when I&rsquo;m in the middle of the moment. It&rsquo;s sad and very scary. It&rsquo;s incredibly possible I may have learned my lesson. If only just to bite my tongue and shut the fuck up.<\/p>\n<p>I still don&rsquo;t think I&rsquo;ve solved my motivation problem. It&rsquo;s unclear I&rsquo;ve learned what I need to learn not to continue to make the same or similar mistakes. What annoys me the most is it really seems like the thing that motivates me the most is when I get in trouble. This is a serious problem. I don&rsquo;t want to be in trouble to get motivated and I don&rsquo;t want him to have to yell at me to get me to want to be productive and dedicated. So what does that leave me with? There has to be a better way. A different way that gets the same results. Thoughts would be extremely helpful.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I know I haven&rsquo;t written in a while. The last few days have been pretty stressful. Seems like I&rsquo;ve messed up a lot. Some serious discussions, unhappy and stress-filled. Not much I can really share. Not much that really makes much sense when I&rsquo;m in the middle of the moment. It&rsquo;s sad and very scary. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3440"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3440"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3440\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3440"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3440"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3440"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}