Hey. I know I haven’t written in forever and I haven’t exactly been keeping up with a daily blog. Too many things going on I guess. I’ve been really stressed the last few weeks. Relationships, school, work, health. I’d like to think I’ve been dealing fairly well but I can tell I haven’t totally been doing good cause my service started failing. To many mistakes, things forgotten, priorities lost, focus a little….unfocused. I’d like to think I’m working on getting back on track. Sometimes I feel like that comedian who does the joke about drinking…”and this time….I mean it!”<\/p>\n
I feel old. I’m wearing bras (god help me), I’m concerned about paying bills on time instead of pushing back the due date(you’d think I would have been worrying about that one for a while), I’m not sharing quite as much as I use to and I’m keeping more of my emotions to myself. I knew I was starting to grow up when I realized Halloween and Christmas wasn’t that exciting anymore. I’m still into Valentine’s Day (so you guys aren’t off the hook for that one :P) but…you get the point.<\/p>\n
I went out to the MAST Bar night last night. It was stressful. I hung out with DD and Tat for a while and tried to not get to embarrassed by my lack of self-esteem where sex is concerned. The dinner conversation was….interesting to say the least. It was also stressful because, while I wasn’t there to serve DD…I haven’t hung out with him much and as someone Daddy respects obviously impressions and doing the right things are important. He makes me nervous. LOL I think he does that to a lot of people. \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n
B drove into the city to see me and come to Bar Night and brought me a rose. It reminded me of the first time I met him. I suppose I can’t say I don’t have SOME amount of charm to be able to get people who detest NY to come in just to see me. I tried to be upbeat but nerves and aforementioned stressed got the better of me. We see-sawed most the night. <\/p>\n
I was bummed. I really wanted to get my boots done. I would have loved to have B do them. I would have been happy to get Blaize to do them. I’ve really been enjoying being out more and being in the scene more. It’s nice to see a happy smile to see me from people like Lolita<\/a> or Blaize or a number of the TES regulars. Surprised and pleased comes across from them and as someone who wants to be liked…that’s a wonderful feeling. \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n B and I hit the dinner after I dropped Tat and DD off. We got a chance to hang out by ourselves and talk a little before I headed home. It was really nice to crawl into bed with Daddy and chill with him infront of the TV. We had a really good talk ourselves and he reminded me why I love him so much and am happy to be here.<\/p>\n Today I’m mostly trying to get over some kind of flu bug. Like I said…karate has been a bit stressful to and I’m out of “get out the workout” free passes. Anyway…I’ll try and write more…I’ve been posting a lot over on Pure-submission<\/a> but that’s really only just a side of myself…not the full version and some of it might be a little….embellished.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Hey. I know I haven’t written in forever and I haven’t exactly been keeping up with a daily blog. Too many things going on I guess. I’ve been really stressed the last few weeks. Relationships, school, work, health. I’d like to think I’ve been dealing fairly well but I can tell I haven’t totally been […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3856"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3856"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3856\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3856"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3856"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/kimiko-dreams-com.local\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3856"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}