Off to TES

Well we’ve hit the middle of the week and since it’s hump day that means it should be easier from here right? ๐Ÿ™‚ We are off to meet Flagg in the city for dinner and then go to the TES meeting he is running on “Loosing someone you care about in the scene.” Tat is on the panel and will be talking about her past owner that she lost before she came to us. I hope that the meeting goes ok and that she doesn’t get to upset re-living the memories of it.

I’m working though a horrible headache cause I crashed last night. I’ve been working on getting my new Dr. to get me more welbutrin but she’s hard to get a hold of. I’d been sustaining off of St. John’s wort and I thought I’d been doing really well until last night. Surprisingly enough, while I didn’t get in trouble, I was a little confused about how much leeway I can give to plans with Adam and was a little let down when I realized I needed to wait til closer to Saturday to be able to give a definate yes or no answer. I’m about 85% sure I’ll still get to see him but with the converstation, my dissapointment if it should not happen, and the loss of some of my meds, it was a bad combination and I just ended up crashing. I’m so glad Tat understands the whole “a girl just cries sometimes” sorta thing. She was really helpful and understanding and even mentioned that the converstation I had with Daddy went well in her opinion. ๐Ÿ™‚

Adam and I have been talking about magick, spells, and spiritual stuff and I’m enjoying our converstations as well as my growth in what I believe. If you believe in that kind of thing I could use all the positive thoughts re: pain and depression you can send my way. ๐Ÿ™‚ Hopefully the sadness of tonights topic won’t cause more damage. :0

Ok we’re leaving in a sec so I gotta scoot! ๐Ÿ™‚

Hope on by and say hi at TES if you are around. ๐Ÿ™‚