Been forever, I know

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I know…it’s been forever since I’ve updated. Sorry about that. It’s not that I haven’t had things to say or stuff to tell you about. Anything I can currently think of for why I haven’t written sounds like a whining excuse. Must be that kinda day. ๐Ÿ™‚

Karate is going ok. I haven’t really done the class in a few weeks because of the holidays, going to see Flagg, and paper work for PTI. Sensei is gone next week so I’m hoping that is enough time to get me revved back up. He has however changed the pushups again so I’m fucked. Now he wants us to try and do them on our fingertips. Did I mention that the man seems insane at times. On top of that my whole “diet/fitness” plan went out the window somewhere a few weeks ago. I have to start all over. Interestingly enough my body fat percentage is down but my weight is up. I’m sure that is suppose to be good but I’m having a hard time buying it. I mean I can get into better fitting clothing now but still. I’m just not happy.

I’ve been working pretty hard on all the NF stuff. Trying hard to build up a rep on NF, build up my yahoo and site presence, and now I’m trying to build a rep on the Pro Domme boards and communities. Rapture, the place where Tatsumi works, put up an independant’s page for me. I want to do some new photo shoots but see paragraph 2. ๐Ÿ˜›

I’ve gotten to spend quite a bit of time with B over the past few weeks. I was really spend part of the evening of the “Old Year’s Eve” Party at Paddles with him and then he went out of his way to arrange to see me again on New Year’s Eve for that party too. I ended up doing tarot for both parties to help finance my way into them so I didn’t get tons of time with him but it was enough to stave off some of the addiction. LOL ๐Ÿ™‚

I also got to see him on Friday for a few hours. We compromised and I drove down to Tat’s with Daddy so that he wouldn’t have to drive so far to see me. I feel bad about all the outlay he has to spend just to see me, especially when he should be saving that money for more important things.

He seems to be getting along pretty well with Tat and Daddy. I know it’s still hard on him with my strange and particularly selfish set up. He’s been very sweet and seriously understanding and patient.

That’s all for now as far as catch up goes. I’ll try and write more often. There’s alot I’m trying to do more often so this just goes on the list with everything else. ๐Ÿ™‚