I’m having a serious case of “lack of motivation” today. I’m calm. I’m dealing well with things. I just have aboslutely not urge to do anything. I was going to sleep a little later…was even given permission to do so. But then he needed to tell me something and it didn’t seem appropriate to go back to sleep. 
I put myself available to take calls starting at 7am this morning and I was going to sleep for a few more hours but be available for calls. My compromise to not wanting to get up. It’s almost 9am and all I can see is this wide yawning maul of a day ahead. UG. I have some things I could and should get done. I should get to work on finishing up the taxes I got extensions for. I need to get the “cheat sheet” done for karate. There are at least 2 people waiting for me to get it done who need it.
Doesn’t help that I feel horrible cause I don’t want to work and Daddy’s working his guts out on his own projects and things so we can have money to pay the bills. There’s got to be more to this then laziness.
I’m to lazy to even finish this post. More later.